oooh, tis is frm waaay back.. haha.. anyway, i'm feeling bored (as usual). so here!



steamboat at richard's place eons ago. back to the gd old days where i still wore specs.. =P tts how long ago tis pic is dated..

anyway, its gerald, zest, me, darren, tianhock, jessica n santoso..



ok.. i just had to put tis up for fun. lalala..



me stepping on 2 boats at the v same time!! pro!
my dar n my dear. <3



the d&d celebration cum review invitees.. haha..
richard, zest, me, jessica, darren, guowei, adeline, santoso n carolyn!!

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ting says i lost my independence the day i got attached n i quote frm xiaxue's blog, "... making me feel...That girls are somehow just... part of their men... We talked about our boyfriends, and it suddenly hit me that we are not WHOLE, we are merely the other half of our men. A sidekick if you must."

hmm, tt must not happen to me. never!! i'll prove it.. so ya, a new sch yr, a new beginning.. afterall, frm a song i've been listening quite abit to recently:

我知道你很难过 by jolin

我知道你很难过

爱一个人

需要缘分

你何苦让自己

越陷越深

别傻得用你的天真去碰触不安的灵魂

每一天只能痴痴的等

爱一个人别太认真

你受伤的眼神令人心痛

没有一个人

非要另一个人

才能过一生

你又何苦逼自己

面对伤痕

我知道你很难过

感情的付出不是真心就会有结果

别问怎么做爱才能长久

这道理有一天你会懂

我知道你很难过昨天是恋人

今天说分说就分手

别问你的痛 要怎么解脱

多情的人注定伤得比较久

爱若变成了刺

思念也成了痴

也许心碎是爱情最美的样子

haha.. tts quite some rambling on my part.. coz the boyfriend is going to enrol NS really really soon.. hey, a couple more mths is short to me! n seriously, i dunno how i'll manage survive n cope w/o tt someone to rely on 24/7.. honestly!

n tt thought just left me totally freaked, scared n lost. since when was joy so clingy?!?! since when did she need someone tt much?!?! so as of now, i shld try to adjust n get used to a life w/o tt comforting presence. boy oh boy, so much for wanting to be an alpha-female yeah?

nothing is forever..

tmr going to sch alone will just be tt first of many steps. =)

its time to live my life with me alone as the leading actress, charting my own paths, creating my own destiny. wat an adventure. ^^